I’m not dead. Just reeeeeally really tired. I always thought that insomnia would actually be pretty good – you could stay awake longer, and get more stuff done. And maybe some people do get it like that, I dunno. However, I’m just finding it practically impossible to go to sleep, even though I feel beyond knackered. It’s ridiculous. I can’t accomplish anything much when I’m up cos my eyes are grainy and my brain’s all fuzzy, and I can’t sleep either, except for so lightly that I’m still half awake. It’s weird, actually, dreaming while being aware that I’m lying in bed. It’s also getting more and more frustrating, which probably isn’t helping overall. Still, at least I’ve got my appointment on Thursday – hopefully she’ll be able to sort me out. Not that I want more drugs. Feh. But maybe there’ll be something short term to get me back on track. *crosses fingers*
Anyhoo, I’m intending to go to work in the morning, so I shall go lay down again now. I am feeling verrrrrry sleeeeeeeepy. (is it working yet?…)
